Final Goodbyes.It's all over. I knew this was going to happen, I knew that I wouldn't be able to go and see our memories anymore and I knew that I would never talk to you, but still...it..it hurts. And I miss you. I have someone new now, and I love them. But I miss you. And I want you to come back. Every little thing reminds me of you and it's hurting my soul but I know it was for your own good. And you deserve better than what I gave you, and you deserve to go out and live your own life and be successful. But I was hoping maybe you'd stay with me. It was selfish of me, I'm sure it was. But I loved you. I really loved you, so much, and you left me all alone. And it's not the same since you've been gone. I keep coming up with new ideas for us and it makes me cry sometimes because they're worthless. They're as worthless as I was. And I'm sorry. I will never know if you loved me the way I loved you, but I don't think you did. I think it was different for you. I'm not really even sure if we were friends,
I am fat. And that's okay. All right everyone. Let's make this clear. I am fat. I know I am. Don't try and tell me that I'm not, because it's been medically proven. I may not be morbidly obese, but I weigh more than I should.
And that's okay. I know I'm fat, I'm well aware. But I am also beautiful. I don't need to be skinny to look good. I get enough exercise to the point where I probably won't gain any weight, but I won't be losing any either. I am okay with me being fat. I love my body just the way it is, and I will not let you tell me that I need to lose weight, or that I'm not fat. Because I am, and it's gorgeous. I look in the mirror, and I see someone who is going to grow up and be a wonderful, beautiful person. A fat, wonderful, beautiful person. And I am glad.
To all girls out there who are distressed because they look fat, or are fat: You are beautiful. Just because you look a bit on the large side does not mean it's fat. It could be the way your body is shaped, it could be all muscle. It co